I'm a self diagnosed diabetic (i have a bad history with doctors) and my kidneys hurt. I'm pretty much sure I have a Kidney disease...

Last night I ate a lot of meat and today my kidneys hurt especially. Is this something that could occur normally? Or am I in more pain than usual because I probably have kidney disease?

My kidneys hurt often... not everyday, but a lot of the time.. sometimes I only feel it a little bit sometimes I feel it a lot... I also get very stressed at work and I start to shake and stuff meaning I probably have high blood pressure.

I'm going to finally bite my fears and go see a doctor again soon to finally put out all of my hopes that this horrible disease isn't in my life, but i'm already certain that it is. I guess I'm just not ready to accept all of this as I feel living as a diabetic is not living at all.