Well ive taken myslf down too like 1mg a day its hard to split the pills so the quarters i get like 5 peices out of and I do 1 peice in the morning and 1 before bed so far no changes in mood or anything,im always lathagic and I think i will remain that way until I rid my body of all the opiates then a couple years after that,this is really a challange but so far the methadone was really the worst for me i got deathly ill everytime I decreased my dose but I have not had methadone sence october of last year next month will be one year.Im going to stay where Im at for awhile then I am going to try and stop the morning dose when I feel ive adjusted too everything ok,Im really glad ive never taken myself over 2mg of sub a day I think thats really a big thing keeping your dose low so you dont have too rid your body of so much poison.Well Im not so desperate anymore either I feel pretty good,myself and my wife are going too a pay lake tomorrow to spend the day and fish trying too get more active the sun really makes me sweat alot more than usual plus I take water pills everyday too keep water out from around my lungs,I have a question for those reading this and just let me know your feelings on it either way..Do you beleive (addicts) are born addicts?

Well I went to the pay lake caught a 15 lb shovelhead on a bass pole with 12 lb test line not talken about a fight I had fun and I even forgot to take any sub until I got home Im taken 1mg a day and feeling ok occasional stomache issues but other than that Im doen fine.The thing I think is the hardest of all this is facen reality bills kids wife ect.ect. But so far Im copeing fairly well no big issues in my life except the bills.I dont understand this with the sub I had to take some last nite after not being able to sleep I want to pick up some chlonidine and see if that helps Ive heard it does so I will see.Well guess Ill go try and find something too keep myself busy until the wife gets off work....Good day all.

Myself and my wife went too a concert at Riverbend in Cincinatti,Ohio Journey-Cheap Trick and Heart it was a pretty awsome show except i was kinda dissapointed in Cheap Tricks performance its not that they were bad its that the other two bands blew them away and I mean Heart did a whole lot better than I had expected.We took our 3 year old Grandaughter,her first concert at 3 and she stole the show danced all night and we really had a blast with her she makes mine and my wifes lives so much happier,right now her mom which is my daughter stay with me and my daughters bf Marissas daddy,soon they will get a place and ill have to go get my baby everyday cus i need her everyday lol and she needs me she is with me 80% of the time sence I am on disability doen ok on the taper sleep is begining to be a problem but Im hopen so much its not gonna be like the methadone./If ya stop in at least say hey to me:-)

Hi... Was hoping to see that you had made the last part of this, I don't think people are born that way... sometimes it is out of their control.

Sometimes stupidity.. want...need.. yearning for something in their life. It is something I have thought about and no...life has different paths....Just a shame that it isn't more widely advertised that by being prescribed painkillers etc from your gp with whom you trust can become addictive. Not a nice journey... good luck.

The only way to kick this habit is you need to restore your body to a healthier level. You can only do that by adding the proper nutients to it. I can help you do that if you are truly serious about making that happen. Let me know if you want me to help you further.