i know this sounds bazaar and/or even frightening, but i want to keep the tissue i'll have removed. namely my uterus. i am having a hysterectomy in 2 weeks. i am an artist and i deal with pain and emotions through art.
i feel that if i had my uterus after its removal i'll have a visual, solid reminder of how it's removal saved me from a life of pain. i have spent long hours speaking with professionals about the alternative to hysterectomy, and read more research than i can ever count.
the surgery is the best option, but i am at a loss as to how to deal with it. i have lived in pain for so long i have a hate love relationship with it. i have asked people and family about it and most stare at me as if i was totaly nuts. i am afraid to out and ask my surgeon about keeping it for fear she'll do the same.
help?