Alright. Im 16 year old guy. And I just feel like I need to tlk about my problems. Well first iv had problems in the past with drugs. I'm happy to say I'm 100percent clean right now. My father is a meth addict I wanna say of probly 3 or 4 years now maybe 5. Last time I heard anything from him was christmas last year I haven't seen him in over 2 years. (Parents are divorced) my mother is now the closest person to me. She has congestive heart failure and at the worst point in this they sayd her heart was functioning about 30% normal. She's the strongest person I know to be so young (35) have bad health problems and still enjoy life and live it to the fullest. I dread the day she passes it will probably crush me. I feel like she's the only person iv got left. I could keep going with more problems. But those are the biggest that really bother me bad..
Have you spoken to your mum about how you are feeling? She's being strong for you like you are being strong for her. I think that you both need to sit down together and just talk about things. Be honest with her tell her what you have said on the forum.
If you can't or dont want to talk to her, talk to another person that you trust or your family doctor.
If you want to talk about anything feel free to pm me