The only reason I ask this question is because I'm scared.
I've never had a real relationship before I had met him. I was dating this guy for about a month that wasn't really going anywhere when I met him. The first time I met him, we clicked like that. We'd talk on the phone all the time, and I started to grow to like him. And I broke up with my boyfriend and he asked me out, which is where we started.
I had never felt comfortable with guys before. It was weird but I would never hang out with a guy alone at his house but he was so different. And I could tell him everything and anything. He was the first guy I wasn't afraid to commit too. We'd fight, of course, over stupid things but we never gave up on eachother. After 6 months of dating, we had sex. And it didn't ruin our relationship at all, but seemed to make everything stronger. I felt vulnerable, but he didn't change. He was still that guy, the one that would tell me I was beautiful right after I got out of the shower and had no make up on. He'd tell me he loved me at the most random moments, sometimes I'll just be with my friends and I'd get a text from him telling me that he wants to be with me forever, that he loves me. And we don't have sex anymore because we're waiting until I get birth control. HE wants to wait.
We talk about our future and he gets really emotional. He cries because he wants to be with me, and I cry too.
So, I guess your asking.. what's the problem?
I'm scared that something is going to go wrong. I'm afraid for how it's going to feel if and when we do end our relationship. We've been close to it a couple of times and each time it tears me apart. I love him, but I'm so scared. I don't know how to stop thinking about it. I have never felt this way about another guy. hellp mee