I agree. Hey Janelle, You really do need to go to your doctor, so they can put you on to the right people to talk to. Once you see a therapist, most things will start to make sense to you, Like why this happens to you. Once you start to understand, you can begin to deal with these situations before they even begin. You don't get better over night but belive me, this is the best road to go. In the long term you can stop these attacks from happening, by yourself, I might add. The sooner you talk about it the sooner you can help yourself. And please don't be ashamed, think of it as a really important task that needs to be done, do it, go there, talk, get it over and done with. Nobody likes going to a therapist, espically me, but I do it for my kids, I need to make there life's better, and in truth, it's working, understanding why I have the attacks, makes me able to think differently to be able to prevent them from even happening. Good luck Girl, hope all goes well for you. you must up date us.