I'm having a really rough night, and, while I have two friends I can generally talk to, neither of them is awake. Well, I have three, but my boyfriend is the problem tonight, so, he's kind of out....
We're fighting, really bad, tonight. We've been together for twelve years. I'm bipolar, and he put up with me for a decade before I was diagnosed, but it seems like he can't stand me now that we know why I get so bad.
Right now, when we're fighting like this, I'd love to break up with him. I know I won't always want to, but I haven't been able to remember a single reason why we're together for several days now.... It's just getting worse, and I don't want to kick him out, but the only other option I can think of is suicide and I know that's stupid and I'd never actually do it....
I need help... I just need someone to talk to...
Is anybody out there ?