Me and my boyfriend recently celebrated our one year anniversary. In the beginning of the relationship, everything was great and I really thought he was the one but the past couple months have been a nightmare. He is extremely jealous and has major trust issues. His last girlfriend cheated on him so I try to remain patient and understanding but it's beginning to take a toll on me. He's constantly calling to check up on me and is jealous of all my guy friends. He hates when I go out with my girlfriends and he has to know where I'm going, who I'm going out with, what time I'll be leaving, etc... He flips out over the littlest things. If I miss a phone call I get interegated. He needs to know what I was doing and why I didn't answer his phone call. Recently he's started to become verbally abusive. He's called me a b**ch and a ho and whenever he's upset he tries to make me feel guilty. I'm not happy anymore and I feel like I can't live my life. I constantly feel like I'm being controlled by him. I've told him all of this and I've tried to break up with him several times but he always makes me feel guilty and says he'll change. He even told me he'd kill himself if I left him. The last time i tried to break up with him, he started throwing things and kicked my floor fan at me. It hit me in the ankle and now I have a bruise. When the fan hit me, I started crying and all he could say was, "Oh stop being the victim and stop acting like I just beat you!" He comes from a rough upbringing and his step-dad used to beat his mom. He swears he would never lay a hand on me but I think that's what it's leading too. He also checks my phone calls and my text messages and made a fake facebook profile to spy on me. I don't know what to do anymore. Is he really abusive or am i overreacting?? How do I break up with him for good??