My dad use to have porn magazines stacked in his room when I was a little girl. I was always curious what was in them. My dad didn't tell me to not to touch them or anything so in my mind I thought it was okay to look and try to do what they did. I started to touch myself and really liked it. My father never found out because he was always on the couch drunk. And I didn't think anything was wrong. I kept it a secret from him for years. Well, actually I never told anyone. Now I'm 19 and I still masturbate as much as I did when I was younger. It just something I do to relax me from the reality's of the world, because I had a very hard childhood. I don't really know if its normal, but I can't go though a day without looking at it and masturbating.