THIS IS NOT A DEATH SENTANCE!Be mindful. Learn the symptoms. Learn why they are the symptoms. You are your own person. SZ will be repeated if the same mistakes are made. In a similar way to gambling, or alcholism, deal with the issues, don't be afraid, we all and I STRESS WE ALL have them, no matter how hard we try to hide.I said to my husband, I will not be a breader (meaning of people who have drinking issues) therefore I will not have a baby until I sort my self out, which is horrible, because I would love to have a healthy child, but I will not be a breader!Everyone finds there own reason, it does not have to be about church; but through your emotions, your spirit, is what you damage, you need to be true to yourself, or you can not bring about, what you dream about.