Dear friends,

I'm married with husband whom can provide me car, driver, maid, house that I wanted. I have 1 son. My husband is handsome physically. But he is those type of rude, talk without think using his brain, in the first few years of our marriage He hurts me deeply with his words and action.... He had abuse me verbally & physically.
He is simply those low educated people with mouth swearing, yelling at maid and people as he likes....

So I have lost all my "real love" for him, and now is only u know life is like responsibility, maintain good family name in neighborhood, I live in Singapore so it is small world... Both our families sort of must keep up good family name..there is NO DIVORCE history in our family...

Time flies, I have this employee, he had been worked in our office for 8 months but I NEVER NOTICED him, Until he were moved to my department, I become sort of really like him, infatuated with him...why ?
He is poorer & 12 years younger than me oh god.... he is just good looking, heart and mind were not those of metropolitan type & not corrupted...and i am his boss....


Anyway I'm really confused, i cant finish this anymore...I wish someone wisely advise me what should I do...


with love,
J