The therapists say that all of the time, I was only going by their definition of it, I don't have "schizophrenia", it was only an or some evil spirits, they tortured me for a long time, still are actually, who cares about the number though it doesn't matter.
I actually do think that Im crazy, as in human though, we assume and do nothing but destroy, Im ashamed to be human actually. Think about our history, like blindfolded fools marching off of a cliff and grinning the whole way, and the social boundaries make me want to vomit.
I to lived in a fantasy world for the first part of my life, it felt safe and happy and even entertaining at times, I actually wanted to do it because the delusion felt so good, but no more, I saw, and i see alot of things and no more will I enjoy, it's nothing but awful, although nature is beautiful It is awful for me and you and those poor people down there.
Intrusive thoughts are definately a symptom, I have them to, but after my experience they aren't only hallucination and delusion, i even knew why I was having delusions, it was the ghost giving them to me, and now that i consider it his little meaningless helpers as well.
they can even make you hallucinate and see things and think things, so what though right? Gotta go to work in the morning, who cares.
People don't even think about anything anymore, the world has become a nightmare for everyone.
Paranoia is reality for our kind, and everyone knows it, why act different? What do you think that they want out of you exactly? do you think that it's good what they want? Why do you think that they prod you and poke you with cruelty exactly? Muscleing you into doing it is all that they do. bunch of sick f#$ks is all that they really are. And quite ignorant at that even. All that they'll ever have is pain, when things work properly they will have nothing, and it will swing back.
So, to sum it all up, just go to work. And don't ask questions.