I didnât think I would become drunk , I saw it as harmless , I thought cider couldnât make you drunk , but then I started to feel funny an all I remember was that I couldnât concentrate, I wasent in controll, I always thought im to incontroll an that ill never let anything catch me off gard but I was in a state I couldnât get out what I wanted to say properly , , nothing seemed real to me .. Then I felt sick, in my head I was beging myself to feel better, to make a quick recovery, I kept thinking please please help me please make it better, I was out of it , laying in my sick I didnât even care when my mum pulled up or when my friend kept saying I was really scaring her , having that bottle was the biggest mistake Iâve ever made ,I felt so sick an so out of it , I couldnât stand up I fell down when I got pulled up , I was shakein uncontrollably an I was so cold my throat hurt from where I had been sick so much and my stomach killed me as I had not eaten much that day â¦ I regret it so much.. If your reading this and thinking that wont ever happen to me im more in controll ill never drink a lot, ill stop as soon as im feeling funny, thing is I used to say that, but I couldnât stop even thou it stared to taste horrible , an I felt like all I wanted to do was sleep , I was totally out of it â¦. I just need to post this up as a warning.. Im not a social worker or a doctor or anything important im a teenage girl and I just want to let you know , in scared now , im never going to touch a drink ever in my life , im scared that it will happen again, that ill end up in teares being sick uncontrollably .. I sit here in bed worried about my future and what it will be like with this as a black mark on my recordâ¦ you can choose to ignore this and block it out of your lifeâ¦ just please remember once youâve drunk to much.. The only way to get out of it is though being sick, having everyone worry about you , not caring about how people are seeing you its so horrible and I regret that decision I made â¦.