I never thought I would ever want children but then I fell in love with someone for the first time and having babies is all I can think about, the only problem is we only know each other online and i'm only 19, he is forthy and married so we can only be friends but we are planning to meet each other in the future and I really want to get pregnant by him, even if he doesn't want anything else to do with me because I know in my heart I will never be in this much love with someone else again so I want to have apart of him forever. What should I do? Should I tell him how I feel?