I never thought I would ever want children but then I fell in love with someone for the first time and having babies is all I can think about, the only problem is we only know each other online and i'm only 19, he is forthy and married so we can only be friends but we are planning to meet each other in the future and I really want to get pregnant by him, even if he doesn't want anything else to do with me because I know in my heart I will never be in this much love with someone else again so I want to have apart of him forever. What should I do? Should I tell him how I feel?
I agree with those that have replied. Take it slow and figure out what "LOVE" is. At 19 you are still discovering what true love is, establish your career, and should be setting yourself up financially for a stable real marriage. And yes to you and your 40 year old guy. Don't ruin his marriage and if he knows what love is he won't ruin his marriage think about that. He could marry you and get borred and you're now taking the place of his first ex-wife.
You are still young and so much better life ahead for you. You have to enjoy your youth and have fun in a wider surrounding. When you reach the right age of marriage (23-2 whoever man you'll meet. That's the time you will tell to yourself, He is the one. God bless you