ive pretty much come to the same realisation. im giving myself a year

Dont do any thing silly thing positive

think about it... god forbid you do somthing silly you never know the second day you could of had good news

but why? life is the only thing god hands you. for things to get better, you have to make them better. im not sure what your situation may be, but i am sure it could be much worse. i've been where you are. it isn't worth it. people care about you. of course i don't know you, but i even care. everyone is important in their own way.

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if you realize that you're feeling this way, why not talk to someone i mean if you want to die anyway, the worst thing about talking to someone would be you would realize that things aren't as bad as they feel sometimes. Trust me this is coming from someone who's battled depression and suicidal thoughts before. Tell someone what you are feeling and get some help. At this point you have nothing to lose so you might as well give it a chance. And medication isn't the only answer, sometimes just telling someone what you're feeling helps. I just htink you wouldn't post that you want to die if you did not want someone to intervene and make things better. i'm assuming by your username we're the same age. if you need someone to talk to i'm here.

hey hun please don't do anything stupid every1 is here to help you just send us a mail and we will do our best to help, your life is important i know it doesn't always go the way we want but am sure things will pick up your only 23 hun at the end if the day you got plenty of time just like me i thought this way a few years back when my bf split up with me i even took an overdose it isn't worth it honestly because there are ppl who love you, your family friends think about it! mail me if you wanna talk Jenny

I just want to thank everyone who has messaged on here, either agreeing or trying to help me change my mind.
I'm still unsure on what to do at this point but with noone to talk to ( as my family don't seem to care as my problems are apparently just attention seeking ) and no friends ( a choice I made years ago ) this is why I came on here, as you've all been where I am and not judging me or calling me stupid.

pleeeeease dont do this!!! life is wayyyy to precious!! you never know what good things lie ahead for you, you have every chance at happiness, but if its not coming for you, you have to go out there and get it for yourself! this is what i did, and i ended up meeting someone and having a baby, not sayin a baby is the way to go or the option for you but there are so many things you could do!! im not with his dad anymore but i too would not be here if it wasnt for him, was given fluoxitine by my doc for depression but decided sod that im gonna do this myself an i did, i didnt give up and iv never been so happy i made that choice!! please please just keep going, be strong, go out and make a life for yourself like i did, you will be so glad you did!!!! xxxx

yeh just keep chatting to us on here we are all here for you Jenny

well one good thing has happened this week. Fingers crossed I'll be moving out soon as I've booked a viewing for a flat. close enough to get to work and far enough so no one can annoy me as I won't be living with them.
now all there is to do is to talk to my bloke about moving in together and who knows!?
next step is to find another job because I can't handle my supervisor and how he treats me.
It's really odd because e is only like this to me and the other female member of staff and we haven't actually done or said anything to turn him against us

You know, I did try suicide. I took double the amount of meds needed to kill a person. I survived, but it really messed my health up. Just a thought that suicide is not fool-proof. Now I still have the same problems, but have them in worse health. Also, alive now, I have realized how much I have hurt everyone around me that love me. Bad thing is....... I still have the depression, anxiety, loneliness, and all the same problems as I originally had.

If you need someone to talk too?? I'm here...

... Let me know...

You can talk to any of us here that is what we are here for Jenny

becka it makes me very sad to hear you say that i have a daughter called rebecca we havent spocken for years and i hope one day we can heal you have a lot to live for you need to lift your head up and make things better for yourself i felt that way many years ago when my children were very youing and im glad i didnt go through with it because today i have 10 beautifull grandkids and looking at my grownup children now i think of how selfish i was even to think that things will get better have faith

You say that your family doesn't care, but I think if they new what you were posting here, they'd think twice about them. I really think you need to seriously approach them, or one of them, about what's going on. If you weren't posting this here, you wouldn't care enough about yourself to try and get help. Sometimes people tend not to realize how much they have to live for. If you're young, it's hard to see that things will get better.
PLEASE talk to someone.

Life is what you make of it. YOU control life. Don't let it control you.

Sure, caca happens. Yes, and we don't like it. But what'll it do if we just become sad about it? It'll mock us. So get up, off the bottom, and do something productive. Find hobbies. Learn. Keep your mind busy and avoid thinking too much. That's how it gets me.

One of the people said there could be worser things, like for e.g when u kill yourself you could wake up in a very horrible place , like this documentary i saw on near death experiences, the things were so horrible that people developed mental disorders from them after being revived. it's that bad!

Hi Shell, I have been where you seem to be a couple of times but I have learned that the one thing you do need and that helps is family. Things are never as bad as what we think they are and I think that if you approached them then you would see that you do have people to support and who love you. Another thing is that no matter how bad you think things are, there are always people out there with more problems than yourself.

hey...trust me i know how you feel.i was just like you a while back.i don't know you or anything about your life,and i'm not trying to act like i do, im just saying that things will get better.i mean i still want to kill myself most days..to be honest..today was one of those days..lol.i know this may sound stupid, and you may not want to do this..but it helps me..make a list of why you want to kill yourself..and reasons not to..there is a lot of things that you will miss in this world if you end it..someone told me this and it didn't really make sense until i thought about it..suicide is a permenent solution to a temparary problem.it sounds stupid but it helps me..well if you ever need anything message me kk..

i feel like that too..
i try to make my self esteem go up, but i keep making it so hard.. i mean all the stupid things i do..
i was told to seek medical care, but i dun want any more medicines...i have arthritis for 12 years and i took more treatment then anyone should ever see in a lifetime.. i am planning to go tomorrow to a psychiatrist, anyway, cos my bf asked me to...
my parents are not at all supportive or caring, they treat me like an adult who should handle everything alone (im 22) and i only get hugs and love from my bf..
but i feel im letting everyone down..
i cant get myself together to do anything.. i just dont care anymore.. i wanna go, i don't feel as i belong to this world anymore.. i've been so absent for so long, i think in a way im already dead.. so i duno why should i keep breathing the air...