everyone who feels bad listen to me!
my mom had her arms, legs, and other bones broken by my dad. my dad used to punch me in my face as if i was a man. he has a mental problem, you cant even hold an intelligent conversation with him. my grandfather raped his own daughter multiple times, and gotten pregnant by him.
i went through the same depression where i couldnt get out of. i had nightmares,and dreams.
i have 3 other siblings who endured the same horrible treatment. and it had a deep effect on our childhood, even to the relationships we lead, even how we raised our kids.
i know one thing, life is hard, but you have to try to be positive and have a mind to want to make it.
being depressed instantly make your thoughts negative.
my heart goes out to all, things will get better, please hang in there.