It may be that your reaction afterwards was due to a conflict in your mind regarding many years of being told that sexual attraction to a male is wrong.
Many guys go through years of torment coming to terms with being attracted to another guy. Your reaction is common, most likely a form of guilt, which has been expressed as a physical sick feeling.
You need to be totally honest with yourself and let the feelings you have be and not over analyse them.
If you find a guy attractive and there is a need to have sex with that person, then that is all the answer you need. You may go through a period of finding males attractive or even just one or two.
There is also the chance you may meet a female and you may be totally happy with that.
I posted an answer to a question on the post titled "masturbation". I think you may get a lot from my answer.
Donât label yourself.