ok so Ive been going out with my girlfriend for about two months. recently we found out she is pregnant which at first i wasn't to happy about it but after a few days i was excited. right now she is 7 weeks. so i get a myspace message from my ex girlfriend, who moved back to Cali after we broke up. she tells me she is eleven weeks pregnant with my child and she has the ultrasounds to prove it. im 22, still live with my mother, currently unemployed (yes Ive been looking but my states unemployment rate is at a all time high at 9.7%) and Ive been diagnosed with chemical depression and anxiety a few years back, i dont have any medication. even if i did i couldn't afford it. when i get into this kind of a state i usually drink a lot, smoke weed, take pills and cut myself (i don't try to kill myself i just like the pain..) I'm trying to stay away from most of that anyway i can.. i know my ex, Tina, doesn't want anything to do with me she probably just wants my money. my girl betty found out the same day i did but not from me, but from tina via myspace lol... (thanks a lot tina) and now betty doesnt know if she wants to be with me. ive tried explaining i had no idea of this and before i could of even of told her she was already yelling at me cause of this. not to mention she has been hormonal and nauseous which has put a great deal of stress on me, my girl and my child. im losing a lot of sleep i feel my depression coming back i cant talk to my girl normally without her giving me attitude for no reason her emotions are going crazy and all this is building up so much stress in my that i feel like im about to snap.. im not sure what kind of answers im looking for, i just need to get this out...