Hey Everyone.
Im 15 years old and suffer from Manic Depression among many other mental illnesses.
Recently I was told that many people thought i was ugly. This has really knocked my confidence so badly. I cry myself to sleep at night, wishing i was pretty. All my cousins are pretty. All of them. My sisters are pretty. My brothers aren't ugly. I seem to be the only Ugly one.
I'm also overweight. and spotty. And its really upset me so badly i wish i was dead and i keep wanting to kill myself.
No one in my family knows this. I used to be confident and up until recently thought i scrubbed up well.
I won't talk to my friends because i feel there not in the same league, i've threatened to kill myself and wont talk to them on msn. I've switched my phone off and wont go out my front door because i always think people are laughing at me and making comments on me.