Hi everyone...
I don't really know how to explain things but, I'm 14, and completely confused. For a little over a year now, I've been trying to decide what I am. Am I bisexual? Bicurious? Lesbian? I don't know. I'm just way confused. For nearly 5 months I think it is, I had a girlfriend, who I loved dearly, but something just didn't seem to sit right. We never kissed, and I wasn't much into holding hands. I'm not much into the kissing scene either but anyway... She would always talk about kissing, and how it was a disappointment that we never did.
So when I broke up with her, she was crying her eyes out and I didn't know what to do about it! I hardly felt anything at all when I broke up with her. Does that make me cold? We're still good friends thank goodness but, she's found happiness again already.
I'm attracted to my friends, but I'm not. I've thought of kissing them, but never took those thoughts seriously. I still notice guys and stuff, but I don't pay them much mind... I'm worried about it because I don't want to be bi, because bi means coming out to parents and family and... well... That would be hard for me, because my moms siblings, are all hard core Catholics.