I have one daughter who is 5, and wanted
one more kid. I went through a divorce
with my daughter's father. He's not
around, but I'm happy about it. I've been
with my fiance for 2 years now, and I know
that we're meant to be together. We happy
and in love.
I'm a little over 5 months pregnant, and
the past 2 weeks has been hard on me. My
fiance works, but I don't, and my daughter
goes to school all day. It's not a big
deal, I have plenty of things to do. The
thing is, when my fiance leaves for work,
I burst out in tears. I don't want to move
or do anything, and sometimes I don't even
want to get up to get something to eat,
but I do. I've been really excited about
having another baby, then it just became a
normal every day life, but still
optimistic. I still want our baby, and I'm
still happy.
I'm not really sure why I feel like this,
and alone. I feel like I'm playing head
games with my fiance, and I feel bad. I
tried keeping myself busy and around
friends, but they just don't do the trick
for me. I miss my fiance so bad all day-
more than usual, and I'm usually not a
clingy type of person, but I am turning
into this. What is wrong with me? Will I
always feel this way?
