I'm 19 and got diagnosed with depression a year ago. I'm over-weight and have no self-esteem, self-worth or confidence. I use to be ambitious and very career driven yet i seemed to have lost these qualities. I've lost motivation to do anything. I've got to the point where i've thought i can't take anymore.
I find myself getting anxious and worrying about loosing my best friend. Also i feel threatened or jealous if people find him attractive.
Due to my weight i've got no self-esteem, self-worth or confidence. I continuesly compare myself to other girls. Despite being told i'm really pretty and beautiful, i don't believe it. I really want to loose weight but don't have the motivation to do it. I find myself comfort and binge eating when i'm down or upset. I've made myself sick before to try and help me loose weight.
Please help! I don't feel like my friends or family support me and I can't keep feeling like this it's getting me down, this illness and these feelings are ruining my life. I need help controlling my feelings and over-coming them. Thank you!