I quit putting my polio in the past when I set there and watch a physician do an electromyogram on my leg muscles.. all of my leg muscles. I followed the nurse down endless corridors at UTMB Neurology until we finally came to a secluded, dark corner office filled with computers, wires and one examining table. The physician talked with me and I concluded that, unlike other doctors, he actually knew all about progressive post polio muscular atrophy.
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The electromyogram entails a needle (abut 18 guage), that is connected to the computer, being stuck deeep into the muscles. At that point, the doctor asked me to flex the muscles. He watched the computer screen and made his conclusion. He also stuck the needle into my left bicep and tricep for a baseline. He said that the arm muscles were as normal as a 16 year old's. The muscles of my legs are significantly atrophied. I have lost muscle mass and strength. "No stuff, Sherlock." The good news is that I cannot hurt myself with exercise or working on my feet all day at the pharmacy. My wife was overjoyed that I will never have to use a wheelchair.
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I wil never say that I HAD polio in 1951 again. I will say that I HAVE polio right now. I am right now engaged in a physical therapy program to strengthen my hips and legs. So far so good. However, these seemingly simple leg and hip exercises make me sweaty. My legs hurt afterwards.
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How can you put polio in the rear view mirror when you are being so profoundly affected 50 years later? You HAVE polio. When we are all dead, they will not have to be bothered, but, right now, we are alive and we need medical care. We need the system to pay attention.