I am a 20 year old male in college ( math) major with above average in looks and 6'1. Girls approach me and smile at me alot and I have had a number of girls attracted to me at my college. Buth theirs a twist. But I am mentally and physically f**** up, I was born with diabetes, a genetic predistion to schizopherna( it appeared in highschool), obessive complusive disorder (Its a neurologicall thing to) ( I take meds for the schizopherna). I am also extremely emotionally sensetive, my mom said I was like that even when I was about 3 or 4, I would cry easily and take things to heart. I have very high IQ at 149-151( took the test twice). You combine all these things and you have a social outcast, never had a single friend people may like me at first but when I open my mouth or they get to know me better they shun me. I am always know as that creepy guy, the one who never smiles at people and spends all of his time alone, the one who always overracts to small things. Just venting, if i were to die right now, the only person who would come to my funeral would be my mom, she is the only person that loves me and if she were to go on I would just remove myself from humanity and live on some fishing village on an island