I dont want to be here and im depressed

I need advice, as im terribly depressed because my daughter wants me to move to a town miles away from my country, everything I know, my job, my man friend, my son, etc. The problem is, I dont have much chance of getting housing there, and here where Im my daughter already found a home for me. However, I feel that to be here it is better to be dead, I have no sunshine, no joy, no job, no friends apart from my daughter and her small family. Im truly distressed and feeling Im being held against my will, so I plan to escape and book a ticket back without anybody knowing. My life is far away in a sunny country were I was born, where I lived for the past 1 year and a half, where I developed friendships and have a good job. Unfortunatelly housing is being difficult there, and easy here where I have nothing, nothing at all to fill up my days. Im distressed to the point of being sick I just want to go and they are making plans for the new home they found for me. PLEASE say something to help me to know what to do