I don't have any support. I don't have a family member, a friend, or even a therapist. I'm completely alone now.
I'm miserable all the time, it never ends. I feel so unbelievably worthless, rotten inside. I never fit in anywhere, i'm constantly trying to prove to other people I'm a decent person but it never works, never. People hate me. Since I could remember everybody has hated me.. my family, my teachers, my classmates, my co-workers, my friends.
I'm so exhausted, I'm tired of it all, tried of getting up in the morning and going through the day feeling like I'm nothing.
DEPRESSION CAUSES US TO HAVE WARPED THOUGHTS. LIKE A "SHOULD" STATEMENT. THAT IS A WARPED THOUGHT. NOTHING "SHOULD" BE ANYTHING. EVEN IF YOU FEEL STUPID. TRY NOT TO PUSH OTHERS AWAY. A SUPPORT SYSTEM IS THE MOST IMPORTANT TO BEING HAPPY. WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR THERAPIST? CAN YOU GO GET ONE. I USED TO SAY UGH COUNSELORS HAVE NO IDEA..... I WAS WRONG I NEEDED SOMEONE TO CLEAR MY WARPED THINKING. GET SOMEONE IN YOUR LIFE. IT IS NOT WORTH THE RISK OF FEELING HOW YOU ARE FEELING. GIVE YOURSELF A HUG. GOD HAS A PURPOSE AND PLAN FOR YOUR LIFE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT FROM WHAT YOU SEE.