hii,
ermm, im just wondering if anyone ever feels that they don't need food.I feel rather hypocritical because I have replied to people with advice but they arent me!
I have been a diagnosed anorexic for 2 years now and am constantly fighting to get better. Anyway I have been trying to stop this habit for a long time but I always have a problem eating. I get nervous around food and when I do eat I am sick (not purging just a reaction my body has to it).
I look in the mirror and each day I seem to be getting fatter so I don't eat but the more I don't eat the fatter my image appears.
Because I reject food I often feel that I don't need food. I wear clothes that are far too big for me to hide myself because I constantly worryy about what people are going to say about my image.
Also I have found that I can't participate in sports as fully as I used to. When I do I get out of breathe and sometimes pass out.
I often lie about my weight and size in clothes aswell as my eating habits. Sometimes I want t tell the truth but I just can't. Is it normal for me to be able to lie so freely even when I don't want to.
Also I find it very hard to sleep.
Please has anyone got anyadvice on any of my problems. I have spoken to my doctor, but its much harder to discuss things face to face rather than over the internet which is why I am asking you
Love natalie