so I cry alot, this is it this is why! My boyfriend of 5 years told his mates that he slept with my now ex best friend so this big story was being spread around and i was the last to find out. So my BF said it was a lie to big note himself as he has done before, you know what blokes are like around their mates. But wait theres more my ex best bud said that it was all true that it did happen, I remember getting in her face and screaming why why why I hate you, and you know what she just looked at me blank, then came the fake tears. i stayed with him because I have more trust in him but I will never ever know the truth still to this day I cant stop thinking about it, like what if it did happen?. So my Boyfriend and I were each others first and if he has been with her hes not pure anymore hes not mine anymore, but if she is lying then Why????? I feel so alone and my man dont care hes on the internet playing games 24/7 I love him but do I stay? I know he doesnt respect me he never really spends any time with me but I love him plus if I leave Ive got to get back to Sydney where my only family is and where that so called best bud is that I hate so much. sooooooo really I dont have much just myself Im a loner and a loser at the age of 21 plus I have the rest of this life to live felling like this. But thats not it thats just one messed thing in my life..... save me
my first love was a disaster. my boyfriend and i had problems and my bestfreind decided to talk to him without my permission. she went over his house so they can have sex and when he seen her, he decided to leave her outside in the snow because she was so ugly.
your friend told you she slept with him-don't allow love to blind you.
my son's father was into playing nintendo and ignoring me.
have you heard that song "when a women is fed up theres nothing you can do about it" by r.kelly.
you have to leave him, he's the cause of your hurt. i stayed in a bad relationship because of love for five years and i am now deeply scorn. trust me it's not worth it. your mind has to catch up with your heart.
we were born alone and we will die alone, then why are u afraid to be by yourself, enjoy the life God has gifted you. look around you, feel the beauty in nature, in sea, the random people around you. i am an immigrant and i had to come to states to support my family, i left behind my boyfriend and friends. till two yrs he kept saying he still loves me until i saw his pics on facebook with some other girl. i cried a lot , thought of suicide too, but when i looked around i saw my brother, my sisters and my parents who love me, unconditionally. whether i m ugly, or far away, or i treat them bad, they just dunt know how to not like me. i dint wanted to be the reason for the tears in their eyes. from then on my point of view has changed a lot abt life, i m different person now, i m able to see beyond my own needs, and try to see if someone needs me. the happiness lies in what you can do for others not in what others should or can do for you. this is the truth of life, and the key to life. I understand that u may think why did this happen to you, i use to think tht way too, i was also 21. after 3 yrs now i find comfort in what i m doing and what i have done for my family. You should be proud of yourself, your love is pure, you shudnt regret a thing, cuz u dint betray him, he did. then ask urself if he needs you ? and if ur heart says "No" then walk away and dunt look back. but if u stay and keep hoping that he will need you the way you need him then that will never happen. life has to move on, be with the ones who need you. I would suggest you should see your family, dunt worry abt ur best friend, you are still young, your whole life is ahead of you. You now have learned to take better decision for yourself, your more strong than u were ever before. you have seen the worst, the nightmare is over and there is always sunshine after the rain. You will find sumone who will love you and respect you, Cuz you are that girl of which every man dream of, HONEST, LOVABLE, & SINCERE. You broke no hearts and God will see to it that ur been taken care of. yes you will never forget the pain, i know i cudnt, but it only reminds me of how strong i am. and when u will look back u will feel the same. dunt wait for him, dunt waste ur life, every minute is precious, may be its time to meet new people.