For many years, I had thought I had a major mental illness because I could never figure out why my mental states would change so drastically without my control. I've had many embarrassing social interactions throughout my life due to feeling fatigue and zoned out during those instances. There are many instances where I'd actually slur my words and feel like I could barely keep my eyes open. The most noticeable symptom would be losing so much awareness to the surroundings around me where I can become very disoriented where people actually probably wonder WTH is wrong with me. I want to stress that this only happens though FREQUENTLY and not all of the time. A blood sugar imbalance makes sense.
This also has a way of interfering with how fluently I can structure sentences together even with typing. Right now I'm feeling a little indecisive and know that I'm capable of communicating better than I am now, but I'm well enough to at least get my post out here.
Now after reading several posts on this site, it appears that hypoglycemics are trying to LOSE weight. I'm about 6' @ 132 lbs trying to GAIN. It seems like no matter how much I eat, I cannot put on weight. After reading this forum though I realize I might just need more protein in my diet, but is that really the case? If I'm trying to slow the breakdown of glucose, shouldn't I be consuming lots of fiber and (healthy) fats too? Any suggestions?
Just too high of a metabolism? I was prescribed ADD medication Vyvanse (Slow release Adderall/d-amphetamine) at the smallest CHILD dose they offer (30mg) and the stuff hit me REALLY hard all at once. What happened was my body seemed to have absorbed the entire pill within a couple hours which would should have been throughout the whole day. I say this because I became very very excited and felt AMAZING like I was on top of the world for a short period. I even went out and impulsively registered a domain name (which expired recently) for a web site idea I had for a while. Felt like I had the energy to do anything in the world. I told my psychiatrist how hard it hit me he honestly thought I was nuts. I know metabolism slows down with age so I wonder if just having a really high metabolism in combination with a minor case of hypoglycemia could be the problem? (BTW, the reason I started taking amphetamine was to battle the fatigue and tiredness spells I had from sugar imbalances.)
Here are some other things I wonder if are hypoglycemic related:
(Over the last couple years I've become very aware of my body's behavior and I'm always on my toes ready to detect any occurrence that takes place in my body. I detect what most people would never.
- Mental effects. Brain can go from sharp, fluent, and witty, to a point where I can't even perform simple logic. I become really indecisive; My brain's memory & cognitive ability becomes highly impaired: You could ask me a simple question and it would take me several seconds to comprehend what the question is actually asking and how I should reply. Again, this only happens when my blood sugar is imbalanced.
- Bloodshot eyes. They aren't severely bloodshot, but there are many noticeable blood vessels visible at all times. I also have a moderate amount of eye floaters.
- Dark circles under the eyes. Darkness levels will vary. Some days they aren't noticeable at all.
- Unpredictable acne patterns. I can go days with having no new pimples at times and even a facial complexion that looks good. The next day I could have a bunch of whiteheads and new pimples with poor complexion. By my age (21) I thought for sure that my acne would have been gone by now.
- Occasional pinch in fingertips. Every once in a while I'll get a barely noticeable pinch in a fingertip that comes and goes about as quick as it would feel if someone were to poke you quickly with a needle. Diabetic symptoms are similar in which you would look out for "tingling of the fingers". This isn't a tingling but rather a split second pinch.
- Occasional minor twitches in my arms, legs, sometimes other places. These feel like little muscle twitches that come and go really quickly. Again, it disturbs me to think it's probably my nervous system self destructing. These twitches were more frequent and noticeable when I was taking amphetamine. I don't remember having twitches before I was taking the drug because it was over a year ago, but I might have and just not noticed.
- Have felt like I was going to pass out on some occasions. I feel like I'm about to pass out about 4-5 times a year. There are only 2 occurrences in my life when I've actually lost consciousness for brief seconds. However, ever since I've learned how to eat a little bit I haven't had any issues. I do think adrenaline is related to this though. When I feel anxious about something when my blood sugar is low, I become dizzier and feel like I'm going to pass out. Just sitting in a classroom with people can make me feel like I'm going to pass out because of the anxiety of thinking about what would happen if I did.
One thing that I find interesting is that often I will feel most optimal right when I first wake up in the morning, but once I eat something I'll begin to start losing it. This doesn't make sense to me because we're talking 8-9 hours since I ate or drank ANYTHING. My blood sugar should be at it's lowest point in the morning right? I generally go to sleep between 1-2AM and wake up at 10-11AM. I always try to snack some time before I go to bed on mixed nuts, dried apricots, and some cereal. (Only low sugar and high fiber cereals/whole grain w/ roughly a cup of 1% milk)
Here are some quick facts:
- I never drink soda. The only sugary liquids I drink are orange juice, cranberry juice, and that V8 twist crap. But when I do, I have learned to keep my servings between 4-6oz and always eat something with high fiber or protein with it.
- I avoid simple carbohydrates and anything sugary most of the time. This includes anything with a high sugar content. When I eat ice cream, cookies or the like, I do so in very small portions. For instance if everyone were eating Oreos, I would only eat one (and only if I just consumed a full size meal). Then I eat a handful of mixed nuts after it.
- I eat an apple and orange/grapefruit every day.
- I don't get a lot of physical activity and never really have. I spend very long hours on the PC.
- My mom and her dad have sugar imbalances.
- Supplements taken: Vitamin-C; equate complete multivitamin (comparable to Centrum); Fish, Flaxseed, Borage Oil (All included in single tablet); Fish oil (1000mg 3x/day)
In conclusion, I can feel really good at times when I'm balanced, but unfortunately I can never seem to hold that feeling to feel exceptional for more than a few days at once. It's so hard to monitor every little thing I eat because my diet is so diverse and I'm usually not even the one cooking what I eat.
So, do you think I qualify as a hypoglycemiac? I know there are many diagnoses out there sugar/glycose related and I'd like to confirm that this is what I have. Any comments or advice would be appreciated. I want to find the ideal diet so I can have optimal mental sharpness more than 20% of the time. I get upset when I feel great because I know it won't last and it might be days, weeks, or even months before I feel that good again. I want to believe with some diet tweaks I can live a much happier life. My biggest issue is in the workplace, I'm either going to have an excellent day, good day, manageable day, or miserable day where I feel lethargic, watery-eyed, and can't focus or structure sentences together if my life depended on it.
Sorry for the long read, but this is my #1 nemesis and I'm desperate for help. Thank you.