My husband watches boobs of other woman secretly at internet and when he's out with me. We had big fights 7 or times and every time i cried and told him clearly it hurts me and makes me jealous and broken my already broken trust, he cried and swear on me and our love that he wont ever do it again but does so till last week. We had biggest fight ever again and this time we had terms and conditions signed on paper. On admitting his doings he also told me he used to fantasize those bodies not woman and masturbates and even fantasize when have sex with me (importantly mention we aren't having sex since 5 months since our daughter born and even not in pregnancy. but we were having oral sex often. Its been year and half since 'm married. It's a love marriage and i was and i'm still very beautiful to my husband as he says so. He likes big boobs and my cup size is B. I think i should also used birth control pills as i've heard they enlarge breasts. Anyway can anyone tell me why my husband watches boobs of other woman. Aint i attractive to him? Is our relationship weekend? What could be the reason?