this is the first time am carring a baby so long am married and 30 yrs old.and this should be one of the most happy times in my life cause i never thought this will happen but am not happy and at time i have been thinking about getting rid of it.i look at my ultra sound and just fell in love.it hard cause my husband has 4 other kids and deep in his heart did not want more and say he did it for me and it on me...i wanted to have a family but his words are cutting me like a knife he said he stupid for giving me this baby and for marring me.am sick of crying am sick of feeling bad and just pray am doing the right thing by having the baby.my family and friends are with me 100% but i want him there so we can do this together.i do not no am just hurting right now..