ive been an on & off anorexic for almost 3 years now.
& my vision of food is still so messed up.
i constantly think about my weight, when im tall
& lanky. but it still bugs me.
recently ive been back on track with my eating
disorders (bulemia & anorexia) & im getting
the worse stomach pains of my life.
so im forced to eat, & when i do, i go crazy
& start eating everything. then i cry & punish myself
about it. but i dont perge sometimes.
so now im really bummed out.
i havent eaten all day since last night when i
went crazy & ate a lot, but now my stomach is
hurting uncontrollably.
it hurts soooo much!
i eat really healthy now. eating an apple
& some cereal a day.
but even that, is making me get the worst
stomach pains.
so is there a safer way to lose weight?
i exercise a lot too.
but still, its getting really hard
& it really hurts.
& i just feel bad when i give in
& start eating everything in the house.
so i dont want to feel like that because
now im just going crazy.
anyone can help?