I'm really scared. I've been feeling scared and weird for a few weeks and I'm scared cause I'm afraid I'm suffering from some mental illness. I went to research on the net about what I'm suffering from and I think, could it be anxiety?
I feel really weird, mostly during nights. Firstly, I am really worried for my loved ones, my family. I am afraid that I might lose soon so I would try my best to behave as a good daughter and not upset them. And I also feel sad when I see them cause I am scared I will lose them.
I would also get those 'weird' feeling, it's very vague cause I dunno how to describe those feeling. I told my parents about how I'm feeling but I just can't describe. I can feel weird everywhere and everytime. I told my parents about it but I don't really know how to tell them the whole truth..
One example, I often think to myself and scaring myself with scary thoughts. I will think of random things, like one day I was shopping with my parents. Then I saw a mirror a