im nearly 27 and am nowhere near where id thought id b in my life, im not sure if im depressed, i know im completly isolating myself from all my family and friends. i dnt want anyone to know wat im thinking,and thats that im pathetic, unloved, lost and sad. i know im attractive, although overweight and i always thought thats y i didnt have a serious relationship its only now im thinkin theres no way men arent attracted to me for my looks so it has to b my personality and thats sumthing i cant change. ive lost all confidence even though i dnt show it, but faking the perfect life is exhausting me to the point where im using sex and alcohol to fill the void and wen the high runs out im even lower then i was before. i dont know who i am or wat i want in life, id never contemplate suicide but im just wondering wat the point to it all is. y am i here? i feel like im already gone.
Hi karbby, you may have depression, and it also sounds like bipolar since you've mentioned these highs that run out. Do you experience right after these highs? You're not pathetic or anything from the above that's negative. I think you should talk to a professional who can help you. You're here for a reason. Try talking to someone, and let me know if you need anything.. I'm here, and you can talk to me. Take care.
thanks, im not sure if i could talk to anyone,ive had feelings like this on and off for years and i akways burry my head in the sand. wat would i say, where would i go? jst seems easier to ride it out then admit to sumone who can see me that im flawed. ive never considered bi polar although it runs in my family. wat are the symptons or signs??