Hi there i've been having this problem for months now since I started dating my girlfriend. We met 2 years ago but as a couple we've been together for 7 months. We started just like friends so she would tell me everything about her past she was with her first boyfriend for almost 8 years and almost got married with him, she told me about how he was a sex addict and that she made a porn video with him, but after she broke up with him like 5 months later she started dating the guy that made the porn video for them she knew the guy before that and she thought she was in love with him, she dated the 2nd guy for 3 years but she told me that since the time she met me that she felt in love with me but was afraid of the feeling because we'r both girls but in between all this time she would talk to be about their sexual life how they had very little sex, and then she broke up with him because she noticed the guy never really cared for her and a month later we started dating, I was unsure about starting a relationship with her but I was completly in love with her and I wanted to be with her but since we've been together I have always been insecure about her, shes a really nice sweet girl and she tells me how much she loves me all the time how bad she wants to start a family with me, that she wants to spend the rest of her life with me and I feel the same way but when I think about her past I just dont know what to do. Once together we were about to have sex when she told me a little story about her first boyfriend when they went to mexico and he was out partying and she was in the room sleeping he came all drunk and wanted to have sex and she was like fine and that he was just on top and couldnt cum for a long time and she finally got tired of him and pushed him away, or another story with her 2nd boyfriend that they were gonna have sex but that she noticed that the guy had something weird in his penis and the guy said he had no money to go to the doctor so she just had sex with him anyways without protection, and i asked why she did it and she was like well I just couldnt not have sex with him and she told me this like 4 days before she told me she was in love with me. All this bothers me so much and I told her that I wished she would've never told me all those things and she said that she doesnt regret telling me because like that I know everything about her cause she doesnt want to hide any secret from me. I know she loves me but I dont know if im ever gonna get over her past, please help me cause I really love her and I know shes not the same person that when she was back then, what should I do?
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