ok...so it started in august 08, i had sex with someone who i heard had sex with someone who was hiv positive. and when i found this out, like a week after i had sex with him.. i started freaking out and had symptoms.... like dry couch, and one day i had a soar neck.. and i had muscles aches.... i have been abusing drugs and alcohol a lil since then and during the freaking out, and now since...
january 09, ive been having EXTREMELY bad anxiety.. and i also got these weird nerve pains. (neurosis). it has caused me to leave work early because of panick attacks. i feel like i cant breathe.. and now that its the beginning of march, i have had some very diferent symptoms. feels like spasms and sharp extreme pain in my stomach, chest and back area (possibly lungs and heart).. however, it almost feels like i am just imagining it sometimes.
i have not yet been to the doctor, besides the fact i have no health insurance, i just have extreme paranoia. i am sooooooo afraid.
and ive looked up all my recent symptoms and have found a few things, but nothing really seems to be wut i have.
i have no nausea, or headaches, or anything like that.
have i just been diagnosed with a severe psychiatric problem????paranoia???
or hiv??? heart disease?? lung disease?? angina?? coronary artery disease?? some other disease?? mitral valve prolapse????


ps. I just turned 20 years old, and I weigh around 105-110lbs.
& I am mostly white nationalities, incase those are factors.