Back in March I had a feeling of flutters in my chest.. I was scared out of my mind thinking I was going to have a heart attack.. Went to sleep and woke up, and felt my heart beating throughout my body.. It still happens, until this day.
I flew home the next day, got an EKG, 24 hr holter monitor, chest xray and Twave test done.. everything was good.
I've been suffering from a bounding pulse in my abdomen, wrist, forehead, top of my hand, ETC.. many times, when I'm sitting in a chair, my heart beat will rock me slightly back and forth. Now all of the sudden my finger nail beds are turning purple over the past couple weeks.
Last month I went to my doctor for an echo, he told me I have very mild Mitral Valve Regurg. and that it's nothing to worry about.
I'm fearing heart failure... But have heard that this can be stress related because of me focusing on my heart and thinking about it all the time.. Yet when I take a xanax, the bounding pulse is still there, and has been there since march.. Shouldn't that note some kind of cardiac failure?
I've also been experiencing chest pains, on and off.. Right under my left rib cage and sometimes in the middle of my chest that feels worse when i cough or take a deep breath.. the pain is localized tho, and is not crushing or very painful for that matter.. I'm just aware that it doesn't feel right... I'm only 21, and have no family history of heart disease.. but I did get sick back in february, for about a week, for the first time in years.. But echo's and all tests revealed no endocarditis and I have no fever or anything.. I've been tested for STD's and nothing. My hands go numb often.. as do my feet. Also all my veins seem to be more visible, although not protruding.. I can see blue under my skin everywhere.. places I've never seen veins before.
Anxiety and stress can't possibly be causing these symptoms.. And my doctor thinks I've had MVR my whole life.. but i've never had any of these symptoms.. I'm looking for any advice possible.
and what are the first signs and symptoms of heart failure.. and if not heart failure what could this possibly be????
Also if this an acute case caused by some virus or something, is there a way to heal it besides transplantation??
I've been under a lot of anxiety since february... Is there any way possible that all of my symptoms are caused by anxiety?? Or is this definately cardiac related??