That little girl inside you is trying to hold all that pain that you experienced when you were gang raped. She is lashing out because her world is all the pain and anguish that happened back then.
You both are experiencing all the negative emotions attached to the memories of that event. Once you get rid of the negative emotions attached to these memories, the memories don't bother you anymore.
I know this is true because that's what I do for a living; I get rid of the trapped negative emotions attached to trauma memories. I get to see first hand the change that takes place in people once this happens.
Would you like to talk about it?
Be well,
larry
"you can't change history, but you can change the future!â