I dont know what help I can get from these forums but I feel so drained today, Im ready to cry.
All of the people below do not physicly know each other. My girlfriend and are are the only people on WoW that know each other in this.. event...
On 10/17/07 she started playing WoW full time. She got into my guild and right away the guy in question (Mr AH) "jokeingly" kept hounding her to make out with him. She put him on ignore and that upset him. Several months go by and she takes him off ignore where he tells her to go die. She takes this to seriously and almost trys to kill herself but either he gave her his cell phone number or she gave hers to him so he could talk her out of it and fix things. After that she started to like him as a bit more then a friend.
She meets one of his friends online. In a "moment of weakness" that she still feels horrible about, he gets her to act more then flirtatious over msn.. I found that conversation and Im less then pleased... a few more months go by. Mr AH told her to stop bothering him. She writes him 3 love letters (One on september28th, two in early december) to "scare him away" because he is supposedly in her head.
He sends me thie threeletters because we were in a raid one night. She admits to it, says it was to scare him away. I freak out and tell her to hand over her laptop and all of her passwords so I can make sure it was as she said or otherwise. I sift through all of her conversations and I found several that are before the love letters are sent. They point to him telling her to leave him alone, him getting friends to, and him getting his GF to ask that as well.
Now to back track about her.... she breaks down a few times mid april saying she just likes him and has no idea why and that its wrong for her to like him while she loves me and has been with me for 2 years (at the time, tonight was our 3 year). She said she didnt want to feel that way.
In september she went back to school where she was under a lot of stress and said her psychic powers were developing. I didnt think much of it because I do believe to some extent in deja'vu, gut instinct, a mother instinct, that kind of thing.
Slowly over time since then she says she has felt an evil presence in her mind thats she thinks is Mr AH. Recently shes gone into fits, swearing at his current GF for being a s***t, w***e, b***h, and a cheater. She starts breaking down saying anything we do hurts him, that they are "life bonded" and he is in her head. She told me last night that we cant have sex any more because it hurts him. She says that shes cheated on him and trys to ask in her mind for his forgivness.
Ive seen in the letters that she said she would be willing to marry him and she says she wants to meet him. she shouts his name some times and says "bad Mr. AH" over and over.. she feels sometimes that she has to kill herself to get the guy out of her head.
with her "psychic" development she feels like her and some of her friends are part of a wolf pack and Mr. AH is in the pack as well.
She screams some times "momma momma help me!" in her house, on the way to her house, at my house. She screams about how alone she is even when Im standing right next to her holding her.
Before this she would talk about adam, eve, the devil, god, lilith, angels, and demons. She thinks eve is a w***E and that lilith is fun to talk to. She said she felt a demon in my room once and feels like shes talking to angels. She claims to be married to satan and wont speak his name, instead she reffers to him as natasha because it means "ah satan" backwards.
Some how she got freak out over Dec 24th and the 26th, and she said that 7pm was a speacil time.
I dont know what else I can say over this that I havent stated above. I just need help with this. Shes good during the day but once it gets dark out then she starts to "flip out" for lack of a better term. She even asks me in the morning if its all in her head and she said she was sorry about the sex thing, that we can continue that.
I have gone through her myspace profiles and deleted Mr AH and his friend that caught her at a manic moment, deleted both of their numbers from her cellphone, and put Mr AH on her ignore list on WoW (waiting for his friend to log in). I am keeping her off the internet so she cant be reminded of either of them in hopes that that will help her.
Her parents have got her on meds and her mom is working on setting up times for people to watch her so she is not alone. Shes complaining that her meds are making her jumpy and that shes been on them for about 2 and a half weeks. The Drs dont know if or when they will help.
Tonight the voice told her he was afraid of water, afraid of the cup, right after she took her nighttime pills. Im hopeing that means the meds are working.
As I said about her contacts, ive cleaned off of the influences. I canceled her WoW account so after the 8th she cant login again. Her parents took away the internet at her house, even going so far as to have me take the wireless card out of her laptop. I am willing to quit WoW if it means getting her to quit it for good also.
If any one can offer any advice Id appreciate it. Im doing my best here but I dont know what to do.