Okay i,ve been with this guy 4 3 years for the first two years our relationship was great...lil arguments here n there but what couple doesnt hav those....So after the two years went by he began 2 cheat on me with an ex...After I found out I became very upset but n the end ended up takin him back....Now ever since then my trust in him has been gone n he never stopped cheating after that....

So eventually we broke up....After we broken up we remained in contact as "Friends with benefits" ...This went on for about 3 months n durin this time I became intimate with two different guys....Also me n my ex had a three some with one of my friends....I choose 2 do this act with my friend because I thought I could trust her....

Then I found out my so called friend started 2 sleep with my ex behind my back n they were secretly seein each other behind my back n shes been tellin him about the guys I was intimate with which had him very furious with me....

Now this long chain of events doesnt end here...Now after all of that I'm still in love with this guy n I cant get him out of my mind...He calls me and tells me that he love me n that im all he thinks about but he doesnt wanna b with me rite now....He is still in a relationship with my ex friend but he still calls n confesses how much he loves me...I've even seen him a couple of days wen he goes 2 his moms house...

Heres where I need my advice....Im stuck I dont know what I should do Now I love this guy more than neone else in this world....I really feel like he is the one I wanna b with 4 the rest of my life but I dont know where his feelins 4 me lies...He says he loves me n that he thinks about me all the time but he continually pulls away from me n he tells me he wants 2 c if he could love nebody the way he loves me or am I really his true love....

WHAT SHOULD I DO????????????