My heart is undoubtedly breaking right now, i know this doesnt go here or whatever but i needed somewhere with people i have talked to. Matt, my boyfriend for the past year, the one who helped me through my entire pregnancy, the one who held my hand in labor and helped name my son left me tongiht. I feel my heart breaking so much and now its not only for myself but for the second one the consistant father figure my son has come to know, he had asked me to marry him and bought me a ring, and then just like that he leaves. I dont know whats wrong with me or how i pushed him away. Out of no where he just ups and leaves not only me but the little boy he helped bring into this world as well. my little family fell apart before it began and once again im left alone to face life raising a child.Im just hurting so bad, I dont know what to do.
