We got married a little over a year ago. He cheated on me repeatedly and I still kept forgiving him and taking him back. He went to jail in late September right after he got me pregnant. I stood by him thru it all and he was there for statutory rape. He was sleeping with a 16 year old, mind u he is 32. I stood by him I paid a lawyer 10,000 to beat his case. He got out in late January we celebrated our anniversary, we celebrated having a son on the way. And then last week he up and left no reason at all. He left me in the worst possible position. I can't work on bed rest due to complications. I spent my savings on his lawyer. And am now just screwed. The problem is I still want him to come back. All I do is cry. I can't eat, I can't sleep. How do I stop loving him. My other child is extremely attached to him he's the only "dad" she has ever known he has been in our life for over 3 years now. How do I make this hurt go away?????