|I am a 22 year old..i will be turning 23 this july..i dont know whether i hate or love my family. my dad has expired when i was 15 years old. from then my relatives tookover started acting like they have what all i got and my mother being a single parent doesnt say a word however they treat me or abuse me infact shouts at me for if i snap back to maintain my self respect
my life was really colourful when my dad was alive. i respect mother as being a single parent she raised me well even with many difficulties.but does that mean she has the right to treat me like a servant? and abuse me with whatever word comes into her mouth?.
All she now wants is to get me married and rid of me. why is that so important to get married when i dont even have the intention of getting married now. i lost in mylife many times i was let down by people whom i trusted most till day. all i have are few friends who know only a part which is going on.
When i say i dont wanna get married the abusing starts off immediately. all this have helped me make a decision dont know if its right or wrong. but i feel this is the best i can ask for..that is to commit sucicide. that way i will be free from my family who i dislike and dont have to marry someone whom i dont like. i will be happy to die