Help! My boyfriend of 8-9 years kicked me out Monday. He has known for a few weeks I was pregnant and wants me to get an abortion. We have never fought soooooo hard EVER! Well he told me if I am keeping it to get out and he will never speak a breath to me or our baby. I was not supposed to have kids and I ended up pregnant in NOvember with a miscarriage. I was on birth control both times (for better monthly aunt flo's). We have lived together for 7 years? maybe and have two wonderful dogs that we considered our children. We both agreed we did not want kids but when you can't have them it's easier to agree. He tells me I lied to him and he hates me for ruining his life. I left Monday and still have not talked. He won't let me see our dogs and well all of our friends have turned there backs on me and they think its funny he kicked me out cause of it. That is just not fair! I hate him. But thats the life I know and I have nothing now. I sleep in a bed and live out of my garbage bags full of clothes at my mothers atleast. How do I ever get over this and am I being selfish just like he says? He wants an abortion soooo bad! Thats all he says. Also I found out he is talking to an old coworker that he used to drool over. But she has 2 kids. What the heck!!? I thought we had a great relationship. Also he is taki9ng lots of time off and planning all these vacations- that was our time! I am so disgusted and heartbroken and confused. I can't eat, sleep, or even drink, and well smoking was almost gone until this happened now I am smoking more! Please help. I am scared and need to know the best decision. I do not think he will come back.