why do doctors refuse to listen and only choose to throw meds at..

Maybe one of my threads will finally get answerd?

i freaked out one night i was stressing over something and a traumatic incident a while back .. i went to a hospital where i was given HALDOL injection and i had a allergic reaction to it,i had a severe panic attack my body was in slow motion and i thought i died it was like a bad lsd or acid trip,later that week i was transferd to a hospital in another state ,where i was diagnosed with bi-polar disorder so u have some one with a allergic reaction to haldol freaking out and you diagnose them with bipolar???? then you give me lamictal,klonopin,and zyprexa...ok great now i dont know why im on lamictal im not bipolar i just get nervous and have panic attacks ..i may have ptsd from the incident ..but i dont hear voices ,i dont think the goverment is after me and i never did until i was on meds now that im on these meds i show little to no emotion and am depressed and tend to act weird i also have memory loss sometimes i forget where i am and who my family is... i tryed to get off zyprexa and couldnt sleep for a week so i had to go back on it ..my stupid dr tells me there is no withdrawls from zyprexa i asked him have you ever been on it ? he said no .. then i told him to shut up .. i became agressive and depressed on these meds yet my dr will not listen to me and insists on giving me more meds a cocktail for more tragedy..

what is one to do?