Once you stop taking pills, that is IT!
It is OUT of your system QUICKLY!
You may have some abnormal bleeding and spotting though as your body adjusts back to your natural hormone levels.
PLEASE try and not be so hard on yourself!! HE was the loser that lost you from his cheating ways.
SEX is a wonderful thing, and I am sure you will find someone who is worthy of YOUR LOVE.
You are smart to be careful about your sexual partners, having lost your virginity and wanting to be careful next time...
BUT..Your virginity does not define the beautiful quality of your womanhood, or your love.
The next lucky man that has your heart will have your LOVE, and that is the MOST precious gift you can give someone.