I've been seeing my girlfriend for awhile now, and she is just to normal, she is just like everyone else, selfish, greedy, does nothing but cause problems really.
I keep telling her that I don't want children, because I think that seven billion is enough at least for a little while, but it's like she has voices telling her to reproduce or something, she is as crazy as I am.
And all that she cares about is normal things, jewels and makeup, clothes, having a nice car, it's driving me insane. You can't ever talk about anything of importance. Like onderdonk's anti time theories, or that the universe originates from nothing ultamtely, she just wants to talk about nothing, it's like an awful seinfeld episode.
And she also keeps acting as if she was made just for me, what is she talking about?
And if she is as normal as everyone else then she might be dangerous, like everyone else, it's pretty frightening really, and I'm worried about our hypothetical children, because we've all seen normal parents, they just aren't good at loving children, they'll probably end up just as unhappy unhealthy and unsafe as all of the other normal children.
She would probably even put them in public school even, horrible! We all know what that place does to kids, "have a good life in construction or better yet taco bell, and if you muscle your way through college don't commit suicide because your drowning in debt, and have fun also with the soul crushing mediocre job that you get, at least it's better than construction or taco bell."
Even simpler put, the problem here is the "normal" people, not us. Luckily.
And you think that we are hard to live with, take a look at yourselves for a change.
It's tough for women to accept the craziness, they want material riches, they want to choose "belonging", not "understanding", they would much rather live in a big house and own a diamond than discuss the nature of time. It's a choice that 99 percent of the humans tend to make, it's nice having a girlfriend from the normal world but it's hard to keep them, they want a partner who can't see, who sits with them in the big house with the diamond, serving them. I guess that's healthy, I just am not from that 99 percent side of humanity, and I far prefer discussing the nature of time even if because of it I end up squatting in the woods at night for a place to sleep. To belong or understand. I have two younger sisters, paid close attention to their minds as we dreamed togehter growing up, I know they are just as schizotypal as me, just as familiar with the demon world. But I guess cause they are girls, they looked around and figured they'd have to get a husband and a house and be supportive to raise kids, which they both did, 2 kids on one and eight on the other, and I try to tell their husbands how crazy they really are, but they sweep it under the rug, they choose belonging over understanding, they look down on their older brother who chooses "madness", understanding far outside what they shoot for in life. Must be the female hormones or something. I used to search out crazy girls for mates, in and out of the psych hospitals on a pretty much monthly basis, I loved crazy girls, but even them, it's the hormones, they want to be normal. They can listen to the theories and understand, but then they cry, why? Because it's "so different" from everything else they had been taught, or anything they know their family and friends, the tribe, will allow. More concerned with belonging than understanding. Now I have a sane girl, pretty sane, for a wife, and she doesn't get in to discussing time theory with me, and she isn't in and out of the psych hospitals; it's good to have someone stable on your side.