Dying to live the Gallbladder slow death
Im finding out that there are ALOT of People suffering from gallbladder troubles,. I myself FINELY!!! just found out what I have been suffering with for get this,..You ready?....over 20 years!!!!!,.. I was dignosed with
* I.B.S * and I didnt need to suffer so long,..ive ended up going to the E.R so many times I get talked to like a dope head!! thing is Ive never been one to take pain killers besides that it locked down My system even more with constipation! My records reflect this,..Ive gone from doctor to doctor begging pleading,..over and over,.. I dropped the foods out that seemed to make it worse only to find out EVERYTHING caused Me trouble, I was 230 pounds(always a big 6ft tall girl) I went down and down in weight begged harder cryed begged, I put up with E.R Nurse who said"Your anorexic if You just ate more got more weight on Youd be fine,..
OHHHH I left feeling so bad I cant tell You the feelings that ate at Me, but I KNEW it wasnt that I LOVE FOOD!!! i want to eat!! BUT nothing even eating is worth what it did to Me,.. dropped more food out eat less more often tryed ALL the deits I was told to,..yet all i could do was eat less and less and less , I stopped feeling hunger sooooooooo long ago I cant even tell You what it feels like to feel hunger instead of My body BEGGING for nutrients , if they would have EVER really listened to Me I would have had help many many many years ago!! Ive lived being torchered slowly to death!,..the only thing that kept Me from ending this life, YES its that bad that long is the Love My Family has for Me and Me them,..no matter what I had to go thru I couldnt end it,..but I wanted to,.I dont ever had any relife except easying of it when I stopped eating altogether,..after the bad bouts inbetween living a life of hell dont judge,..I was and am in so much pain that having nothing in the bowels taking nothing in but water and or protein drinks let Me rest ill tell You just a little bit but to some one suffering so much even a little feels like alot!, then when I felt I could Id add some food,.. small often,.
fiber doc,s kept throwing at Me by that time did worse things in Me then soft very very small amount feedings a tiny bit every hour every two hours on and on it went,.. My brain feeling crazyer and crazyer, People acting like I should just eat ill get better My Sons think Im anorexic its about broke My heart,.. trying to tell People HELP IM DYING HELP MEEEEEEEEE. I also now have a hi-ade-le hurnia with it!,..went to the E.R the day before My HIDA test,. I was in big trouble with pain, they acted like I was a nut or med seeker,.. they talked about My bussiness at the desk loud enough for Me to hear(im also hearing impaired due to tenidious in the ear) and I heard them so I knowwwwww others heard,.they didnt not give Me enough to help the pain and infact when I told the nurse she said "Youll have to wait till after to CT" I pulled the I.V and walked out crying, hating myself for going to the E.R again thinking Id get help,...Im furious as You can kind of tell, Ive been soooooo sick I cant hardly move from being so food deficient the pain racks My body,.. the nights I lay there wishing I wouldnt wake up,.. every day I wake up and grateful if I got some sleep at all,.
moving a body that feels 900 pounds yet 6ft tall and down to 133 from 230 when things started,..the mental torment, is as great as the pain worse some times,..all the syptoms were there and not one doctor caught it, till now,,, My Mother just almost died from gangrene of gallbladder went to hospital E.R sat hour half went to desk told her she was in too much pain and couldnt sit out there anymore,.. they di Her blood pressure which was 190/90 she is 68,.. they let her leave, she almost died but it made Me look up gallbladder and oh holy cow! that was MEEEEEE!!!!! I called My Doc,s office I told the nurse You tell My Doctor to get in My file every stinking last piece of paper and tell Me what test he has ever done for it and !**@! tell Me why its NOT My gallbladder,...Nurse called back with a HIDA test date,... there it was,... that !**@! easy,..what the heck My brain says,...what the heCK!!!
one !**@! test could mhave saved Me soooooo much! dont let this happen to You,.alot of Doctors dont like the internet for Poeple looking things up,....I want to know who is liable for this!!!,.. I dont want to sue I WANT HELP FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE AND WILL SUFFER