im only 15 and as far as i can remember i always been mad at every one but mostly my self i when i got to 6 grade i started getting sad but every little thing i just keep it bottled up all my sadness my anger now i felled for this girl i was talking to her when she was crying she shed form now on its you and me the next day her bf got back with her and i asked wut she shed wuz for really she never respond now i feel lonely now im getting in to crazy fight that put my life in line not carrying any more most of my friends are mostly in jail or dead so i got no one to talk to i cant talk to my parents because they would just say you well get over it even when i told her that i was going in to a rumble and i might not come back she never called to check if i was ok and im not before her bf she would always call me if she now something was going on to now im ok now i just feel like i go no one no more and im just fulled with anger and sadness i was in the hospital the next day i well fight
It seems you want to seek help regarding your anger outbursts and depression. Though the last part of your question is not very clear, I guess you are still emotionally involved with the girl. Do not take her ignorance as a sign of your own weakness. She may have her own priorities. Do not let someone become your priority when you are just an option for them.
It may sound boring, but talk to you parents! They are the best people you can talk to in present situation. Explain to them how you feel about all this. Do not get biased towards a negative response from them.
Additionally, I would advise you to seek help of a therapist for a few weeks. You may be carrying a lot of bottled up emotional conflicts, which need a way out, not in the form of violence, but some constructive actions.
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