your just cumming alot.
are you able to reach orgasm during masturbating.
if you were having an orgasm you would know it.
just like everyone says it's like seeing fire works.
i never had an orgasm through sex until i was 25 years old. it was by accident. i rode my b/f and my clit was rubbing against his fat stomach & it felt like i was masturbating.
some women who cant orgasm through masturbating, usually can do it by the removable shower head. or lying down in the bathtub under luke warm running water.
but when you have an orgasm, for me my vaginal muscles pulsates, throbs like a fast heart beat, and your whole body feels good, and i cant help but scream.